不舍

我不舍得你。

会很想念你。

不会忘记你。

还是爱着你。

♥

给你的情书❤

我常对你说的三个字：

亲爱的~

在干吗？

累了吗？

睡觉咯~

晚安了~

我醒了~

吃了吗？

到家了？

对不起~

你在哪？

我想你~

我爱你~

。

。

但最近我一直问你：

你还爱我吗？

你在哪里？

你是认真的吗？

你不会背叛我的吧？

有没有做对不起我的事？

有骗我吗？

。

。

事情终于想通了，
。
。

过后我就天天叫你：

bee~

老的~

情爱的~

老公~

爱人~

。

。

是不是也对你说：

我爱你~

我想你~

是也叫你不是也叫你~

 。

。

但是

最后

我确定的是，

 。

 。

 。

 。

 。

 。

 。

我是真的爱你的
老的~

❤

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴

尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛

总是不安 只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

 

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

 

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

 

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

 

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

 

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

 

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

 

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

 

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

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Liz Ling June 22 at 9:57pm

Don't msg me anymore.we broke up,don't disturb me PLEASE!
hope not to see you to.i know i'm rude,but i have to say that.
bye!

June 22 at 11:27pm

no net to say me lik tat!hate me also no net lik tat k....u wan rude rite ok!!!!u juz knw take ppl use d de ting n use nw....i hate ppl say me lik tat!!!!!u wil gt ur balas!!!juz wait it!!!u wont hv a gud life v any 1 i swear!!!!! 

look like this is the real personality you have!

pity you!

i wont that bad cursing others.

cos if you do that you'll get your own pay back.

i din't recycle the thing you used!

thanks for the cursing!

aligatho~

谢谢~

terima kasih~

thank you~

^.^

STOP IT LA PLEASE!!!!!!

DON'T MESSAGE ME ANYMORE!

I WONT REPLY YOU ANYMORE!

GO AWAY!

GET LOST FROM MY LIFE YOU BIATCH!

ARGHH!!!!

YOU ARE FREAK!

DON'T DISTURB ME!

YOUR EVERYTHING IS NON OF MY BUSINESS!

I HATE YOU!

FUCK YOU!

MY MIND WAS POLLUTED BY YOU!

GET LOST!

YOU ASSHOLE!

I'M SAD NOW ENOUGH?!

I Love You~

我习惯跟你在一起了。
习惯你陪着我。
习惯一起吃东西，
一起看戏，
一起聊天，
一起做每件事。
因为从一开始我们就起做工，
每天见面，
做工时间又一样。
休息天也见面。
我已经习惯和你生活了。
有时根本不想离开你。
一秒也不能。
很没安全感。
你出去我也要管，
不回信息就以为你出事了。
打给你不听也一样。
还记得有一次你没去做工。
那时我早上叫你醒来后就睡回了。
MISS也说她有打给你问你有没有去做工。
你还很精神的说有。
但是过了1个多种后你还没去。
我吓死了！
心跳好快。
马上挂断MISS的电话打给你。
好怕你有事。
一直打给你又没人听。
打了好久。
我就酱哭了。
一直哭一直打。
还是没人听。
好想冲去找你。
MISS打给我问我怎样时，我又一直哭。
她问我怎么了？
我没回答。
哭得说不出话来了。
我好担心你。
好怕好怕。
直到下午你才听电话。
你说你在睡觉。
我又气又心安。
事实上我是心安了。
但为了不让你知道我哭得那么惨就生气你。
幸好你没事。
我的心也好过很多。
就因为这样我越来越管你了。
但我觉得酱太过分了。
我开始不要那么管住你了。
知道你没回信息就是睡着了。
不会一直打给你烦你了。
不会一直信息你烦你。
等你有空才信息。
你跟朋友出去我也不会骂你或讲你了。
不应该管你太紧的。
只要你没做对不起我的事就可以了。
如果真的有的话，我也不会气你。
只要你还懂的有我这个女朋友就行了。
玩够了就回来吧。
我还在。
这些只是如果而已。
但还是希望不会有这种事发生。
老实和信任很重要。
希望你能记住。

pillow talk

having a great fun at ann house.
pillow talk,
dancing,
and singing.
its just FUN!

lalalala~

movie movie movie movie movie movie~~~

watched karate kids today.
<3that movie a lot. its a nice movie.
and worth it.
and i love to watch jackie chan's movie.
heik ya~!
kung fu!
haahaa^^
is a bit funny,interesting,cool,and "gan jeong"..

习惯就好

是你让我习惯这样的。
你别后悔。
以后你不在我也无所谓了。
一句对不起挽回不了什么。
话，谁都会说。
但做你会吗？
我对你来说是越来越陌生了吗？

get well soon~

早日康复bee。
get well soon bee.
爱你。
love you.

给老的：

你病了hor？
要喝多多水哦。
不要再吃热气的食物了。
好吗？
忍一忍吗。
好了才给你吃巧克力ok？
要定时吃药。
这样才会快一点好起来。
你要早日康复哦。

爱你的老婆。

不知该写些什么？

昨天的烛光晚餐真满足。
老的帮我煮羊排，
准备晚餐，
安排好所有。
还送了我11朵玫瑰。
我好幸福哦~
只能说，我爱你老的~♥

CandLeliGht diNneR♥

Today is our 5th month of anniversary.

and so,let the pictures tell you guys the story.

1st situation is....dunno where =P

watch sunrise.

but can't see the sun cuz the cloud was blocking it.=.="

  2nd,we went back home and get ready for our candlelight dinner.

i prepare the dessert[kek batik]bee fav.^^

 while' bee' prepare lamb chop^^

 done!tada~!★

it taste good♥

 11 roses from him♥

 the most important thingy[candle!]

 dinner is ready~♥

 after dinner,canwhore time^^♥

ending with a sweet kiss♥

l

a perfect day with my perfect guy~

i'm happy with it.

appreciate.

I LOVE YOU~♥

heeeeeeeeeee~~~

yesterday my anger was totally burst out.
so i post that in my blog.
thought that i'm too over,but seems like i'm doing the right thing..*wink*
even my friends were supporting me..
just now was playing mask with my boyfriend
. tomorrow is going to be our 5th month of anniversary. and we are going to watch sunrise tomorrow..=) ............ ..................... and thats all for today. tomorrow will have more exciting post.. stay tuned..haha..=D ciaoz~

Let it Be a Nightmare...

The story you tell me i don't know weather is true or false.
You tell me that he went back hometown(kl)with her gf during CNY.
by the way,in the next second you said that you met him during the 2nd day of CNY.
don't you think thats weird?
you are planning to cheat me and broke our relationship?
from the start before u msg me,i've already know u tell him before that you wont let him and his gf(me)have a nice and calm days.
you will broke our relationship rite?
FOR WHAT?!
you are the one who betray him at first.
he just return back the same thing back to you.
though in this few days you nearly get your target to let us broke up..
but luckly,he din't let me go.
we just have a bit of quarrel and cry.
thats all.
our love grown bigger and matured.
and sorry for making you disappointed.
but NOW.
thanks to you.
our relationship is getting better and better.
we love each other deeper and deeper now.
and till now,i still can't understand the reason you want to did that to us?
you are having your new beloved rite?
FOR WHAT you wanna do this to us?
wasn't you happy with your love one?
.................
or maybe you not?
....................
..............
owhh~
thats pity...='(
sry for that~
blablabla~
i know you sure will hate me after reading this.
by the way,i'm starting to hate you right NOW!


cuz,at first i really trusted you.
cuz you are a girl.
a girl from the same school of mine.
i didn't think to much that you would lie to me.
but now i know that i'm stupid and naive to believing in you!
I HATE YOU!!!

你为什么要这样？！

短短的几句话。

却让我胡思乱想了那么久。

我很烦。

真的很烦。

我每天哭。

为什么你要这样。

你是故意要害我们变这样吗？

这样你满意吗？

看别人难过好受吗？

我后悔知道一切。

我很难过。

朋友不在身边，没人陪我聊心事。

我只会哭。

什么都不会。

。。。。。。

。。。。。。

。。。。。。

。。。。

。

在一起时间少了。

你我感情会 = 0 吗？

我怕会有那么的一天。

接受不了。

你真的变了吗？

好像有点。

还是我乱想？

如果没有。

请你用行动证明给我看。

不爽！

今天没心情。

我很不爽！

不开心。

想骂人，咬人。

去那都不说。

我气！

我不喜欢！

讨厌！

每次都这样。

减减减！

差好远哦。

要加油点了。

咳~

天天吃。。

不肥才怪。

今天第1天减。

今天早上没吃。

12点吃面。

下午忍一忍肚子没吃。

直到晚上才吃点点。

不知行不行。

明天就再吃少点。

晚上最好不吃了。。=.=

老的，我知道你会看我的blog。

但是不要想有样学样哦。

你有胃痛的不可以学哦！

今天妹妹生日。

祝她生日快乐。

10岁了哦。（应该是吧）

嘻嘻。

要天天快乐。

Can't stop thinking la!

Today work at 9 and go back home early at 6.30.
Go back home take a bath and rest for a while.
Then bee and me go have our dinner.
During the journey i was thinking bout last two days things.
Can't stop myself to think bout that.
Why?
Will every lover been through this?
Hate this a lot...really.
Bee even notice that i'm thinking something.
He ask me,thinking bout what?
and i say nothing..
from his face i know that he notice that im still thinking the past thingy.
but he din't say, and i din't ask.
regret of knowing the truth

你对我的承诺要做到。。。

有时说过的东西你就忘记了。
但，我习惯了。
提醒你又怕你嫌我烦。
暗示你又觉得好假。
什么都不做不说算了。
让你自己想起好了。
。。。

如果有一天你忘了我你会怎么样？
你是她所说的吗？
会这样对我吗。
你叫我不要乱想。
但。。
我做不到。
没事做时就乱想了。
越想越难过。
不跟你说是不要你伤心。
你伤心，我的心就好像碎了一样。
比你更难过。
我真的很怕会有那么一天。
你答应过我不会这样对我的。
希望你不会骗我。
好吗。。。？
让我更加的相信与信任你。
直到不受别人影响。
好吗？
赶快结束这个考验吧。。。
很难受。

Facing The TrUth...

Problem keep coming to me.

I'm trying to face it with a positive thinking.

At first i was headache with it.

thinking much unreasonable thing.

During working time,i was building castle in the air.

While watching tv,i was thinking other in my head.

No point for that.

And at last,i decided to ask for the truth.

While asking i was going to cry.

But I controlled.

He hugged me and i heard he's crying.

My tears naturally dropped down.

we hugged tightly.

cry sadly.

My heart was pain like broken into thousand pieces when i heard that.

i cried non stop when i try to think back the the truth that i've been told.

first i saw the words of truth,i cry out in just a second.

never try this before.

but after asking him,the ans changed.

"who should i trust?"

this is what came out from my mind on that time.

i was blank.

but at last i choose to believe my ♥.

i should trust him.

i shouldn't remember his past.

it doesn't mean that he'll keep on repeat the same history on me.

Bee~i really trust you.

hope you din't make me disappointed.

you've promised me.
I love you~♥

 So don't betray me and broke the promises.

hope for a better tomorrow.

i'll let bygones be bygones.

心情越来越不稳定了~

最近不知怎么了。

心情一下好以下坏。

也越来越小气了。

为了点小事而不爽。

我变了吗？

。。。。

好烦。

头快要爆了。

。。。

身体不舒服不写了。

。。。