你为什么要这样？！

短短的几句话。

却让我胡思乱想了那么久。

我很烦。

真的很烦。

我每天哭。

为什么你要这样。

你是故意要害我们变这样吗？

这样你满意吗？

看别人难过好受吗？

我后悔知道一切。

我很难过。

朋友不在身边，没人陪我聊心事。

我只会哭。

什么都不会。

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在一起时间少了。

你我感情会 = 0 吗？

我怕会有那么的一天。

接受不了。

你真的变了吗？

好像有点。

还是我乱想？

如果没有。

请你用行动证明给我看。

不爽！

今天没心情。

我很不爽！

不开心。

想骂人，咬人。

去那都不说。

我气！

我不喜欢！

讨厌！

每次都这样。

减减减！

差好远哦。

要加油点了。

咳~

天天吃。。

不肥才怪。

今天第1天减。

今天早上没吃。

12点吃面。

下午忍一忍肚子没吃。

直到晚上才吃点点。

不知行不行。

明天就再吃少点。

晚上最好不吃了。。=.=

老的，我知道你会看我的blog。

但是不要想有样学样哦。

你有胃痛的不可以学哦！

今天妹妹生日。

祝她生日快乐。

10岁了哦。（应该是吧）

嘻嘻。

要天天快乐。

Can't stop thinking la!

Today work at 9 and go back home early at 6.30.
Go back home take a bath and rest for a while.
Then bee and me go have our dinner.
During the journey i was thinking bout last two days things.
Can't stop myself to think bout that.
Why?
Will every lover been through this?
Hate this a lot...really.
Bee even notice that i'm thinking something.
He ask me,thinking bout what?
and i say nothing..
from his face i know that he notice that im still thinking the past thingy.
but he din't say, and i din't ask.
regret of knowing the truth

你对我的承诺要做到。。。

有时说过的东西你就忘记了。
但，我习惯了。
提醒你又怕你嫌我烦。
暗示你又觉得好假。
什么都不做不说算了。
让你自己想起好了。
。。。

如果有一天你忘了我你会怎么样？
你是她所说的吗？
会这样对我吗。
你叫我不要乱想。
但。。
我做不到。
没事做时就乱想了。
越想越难过。
不跟你说是不要你伤心。
你伤心，我的心就好像碎了一样。
比你更难过。
我真的很怕会有那么一天。
你答应过我不会这样对我的。
希望你不会骗我。
好吗。。。？
让我更加的相信与信任你。
直到不受别人影响。
好吗？
赶快结束这个考验吧。。。
很难受。

Facing The TrUth...

Problem keep coming to me.

I'm trying to face it with a positive thinking.

At first i was headache with it.

thinking much unreasonable thing.

During working time,i was building castle in the air.

While watching tv,i was thinking other in my head.

No point for that.

And at last,i decided to ask for the truth.

While asking i was going to cry.

But I controlled.

He hugged me and i heard he's crying.

My tears naturally dropped down.

we hugged tightly.

cry sadly.

My heart was pain like broken into thousand pieces when i heard that.

i cried non stop when i try to think back the the truth that i've been told.

first i saw the words of truth,i cry out in just a second.

never try this before.

but after asking him,the ans changed.

"who should i trust?"

this is what came out from my mind on that time.

i was blank.

but at last i choose to believe my ♥.

i should trust him.

i shouldn't remember his past.

it doesn't mean that he'll keep on repeat the same history on me.

Bee~i really trust you.

hope you din't make me disappointed.

you've promised me.
I love you~♥

 So don't betray me and broke the promises.

hope for a better tomorrow.

i'll let bygones be bygones.

心情越来越不稳定了~

最近不知怎么了。

心情一下好以下坏。

也越来越小气了。

为了点小事而不爽。

我变了吗？

。。。。

好烦。

头快要爆了。

。。。

身体不舒服不写了。

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